Minyi , I reach home already
hope you are doing okay
guess by the time you see this message you are already home le
that means my wish didnt came through uhs .
but i dont blame you .
everything feels so weird without you by my side
i felt that my whole world was being turned upside down
and my mind cannot even think properly
what i want to say is
Thanks for everything that you have done for me
i really appriecate it
im really really happy to be with you
8 months together , its not really long but its not a short time either
but i enjoyed all the moment i spend with you
sometimes i felt very confused
there are times when i feel that you are reluntant to message me or talk to me
but there are also times when you would sayang me the whole day
i like the way you sayang my head
the way you look at me and tell me you are hungry and want noodle
the way you tried to tickle my leg
the semi-angry face you give when i tickle you back alot
the way you tried to make me laugh by doing all this funny stuffs
when you pester me to bring me go eat steamboat
when you tell me you want to go fishing when we dunno how to fish
the way you hug or lie on my shoulder and still say my shoulder hard hard de
I hope you would take care of yourself when im not around anymore
i shall nag you for the last time
dont starve yourself alright , if not your stomach will get upset
dont go home too late alright , people will worry de uhs
i think if i nag everything out . i need write untill tml morning le
just now your auntie call
she said you had a fever and she wanted to see if you are feeling any better
must drink more plain water uhs
cannot always drink green tea only de
hope you are feeling better now

please dont say that you are a bad girl ):
i really hurts to see that uhs
i wont blame you de no matter what you do
actually i can understand
we stead after knowing each other for a short while only
somemore 2 weeks after we stead , i have to enlist into the army already
monday to friday i cannot pei you
i dont have any means of transport to send you home either
but despite all this
you still stood by me for 8 months
im really happy already
you know , not many girls can do that de (:

maybe i shouldnt be saying this but i just cant help it
I wish you would call me now
I wish you would suddenly appear in front of me
I wish that today is just a bad nightmare
I wish you would tell me you are just kidding
I wish .... you would come back to me

goodluck in everything you do next time
i will always still be there when you need someone

25 Nov 2009
always in my heart

from : your irritaingnaggystupidangryjealous PIG